Circle of Life
As I walked into Hadi Hospital...I couldn't hear the noises of the people..all I heard was the pounding of my heart...my younger sister was having a baby and I was nervous like hell! I still don't get the circle of life thing...I remember her being the kid that hung out with me when I had friends over as a teenager...I remember putting on some music in my room and making up dances with her infront of the mirror..step one..step two..I mean we did Michael Jackson's Thriller with our eyes closed! I remember my Mom giving me her car and telling me to practice learning how to drive around the neighborhood and taking my very petite younger sister with me..I remember being scared as hell and this little kid sitting next to me encouraging me to relax..I remember pushing on the brakes too hard and the little kid bumping her head on the dashboard and laughing and telling me "I'm ok..I'm ok"...Now she was having a baby! She was gonna be a Mommy...I remember running after her as I threatened to sit on top of her and tickle her till she couldn't breath..
Now...suddenly..after hours of waiting and praying...I'm standing in front of this tiny baby who is the daughter of my baby sister...I'm now the Aunt of this tiny creature and as they take pictures..I fast forward to her being a teenager and me telling her how I blogged about her when was born as she looks at her baby pictures...will that teenager know how I couldn't breath out of worry the day she was born?!! I now have a whole new perspective when I look at my own baby pictures...life is truly strange...
The circle of Life...Truly amazing....